falcongrrl: (falcon mama)
falcongrrl ([personal profile] falcongrrl) wrote2006-09-01 08:48 am

(no subject)

I quit my job.

I kind of feel like a fuck-up, but I also feel more free.

More later, when I can talk about it more. In the end, it wasn't the kids, it wasn't the school, it wasn't anything...it was the sense of doom and dread I felt, the what have I done? endlessly circling my head, and the fact that I couldn't physically walk out the door without dry heaves and having to run back to the toilet.

People do it. I could have done it. I was, by all accounts, good at it. But I didn't want it.

There's a lesson here someplace, but I can't quite puzzle it out yet. Still, I'm grateful. Grateful for the right to make the choice, grateful for my little girl and being here with her.

Post a comment in response:

If you don't have an account you can create one now.
HTML doesn't work in the subject.
More info about formatting

If you are unable to use this captcha for any reason, please contact us by email at support@dreamwidth.org