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Oct. 19th, 2005 11:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm starting to get a little freaked out about Wilma now.
Not sure what to do, where we'd go...but I'm starting to think about evacuation.
Meh.
Not sure what to do, where we'd go...but I'm starting to think about evacuation.
Meh.
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Date: 2005-10-19 03:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 04:21 pm (UTC)Be safe.
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:07 pm (UTC)*hugs* just be safe.
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:41 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 06:02 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 06:02 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 06:15 pm (UTC)*hugs tight*
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Date: 2005-10-19 06:36 pm (UTC)The 'I just want to lay my head on the shoulder of someone friendly and close my eyes' kind of lonely. The 'I want not to think or feel anymore but just to be, be myself, with someone who understands' kind of lonely. The 'I want to go out drinking and giggling and dancing again and I don't know when I'll be able to' lonely, mixed with the 'I wish I had more choices, and the feeling that I don't, the decision to stay put, is itself the only unshakeable, undeniable choice.' The 'if I had any money saved at all I'd be on a plane to somewhere because I just can't stay here any longer and not just because of the hurricane' kind of lonely.
Dave helps; he really does, but it's so, so hard to carve out time just to hang out and have a conversation with him. But then, you know about that phenomenon, I think.
And I hear ya on the phone thing, plus Ellie poured juice in the keyboard, and your number's in my contact info in the desktop, which I can't access right now.
It's little things like that that make me feel like I live just one step away from utter chaos...well, that and hurricanes, of course. :-/
Girl. Cuddles. Would. Be. Soooo. Nice. Right. Now.
*grin*
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Date: 2005-10-19 06:43 pm (UTC)And my keyboard at home is sticky. So I think Mel spilled something too.
*grins* *hugs tight*
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Date: 2005-10-19 06:55 pm (UTC)*hugs back*
It is very comforting to know that I'm NOT all alone in the world, you know. Even though it feels like that at times.
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Date: 2005-10-19 06:59 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 06:59 pm (UTC)For what it's worth, I have a shoulder (two, in fact!) that you're always welcome to borrow. :)
I honestly don't think Wilma will be bad for us. The meteorologists have NO earthly clue where it's going, only that it'll be fairly weak and fairly quick by the time it makes landfall.
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Date: 2005-10-19 07:02 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 07:12 pm (UTC)Yeah, but that's a double-edged sword. I'm not able to look forward to meeting someone and having an intimate relationship that makes everything brighter...cause I've done that, and right now we're more just keeping each other afloat than being able to provide anything all that fun and bright and shiny.
I honestly don't think Wilma will be bad for us.
Dave said the same thing, and I really respect both of your opinons...so, I'm going to do my best to not worry quite so much. Promise.
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Date: 2005-10-19 07:15 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-19 09:06 pm (UTC)*snuggle*
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Date: 2005-10-20 12:06 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2005-10-20 03:46 am (UTC)(I replied to this on gmail, but it didn't show up here on LJ. But now you get twice as many snuggles? *grin*)
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Date: 2005-10-20 02:21 pm (UTC)But I am always here to listen to you. :)