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Oct. 9th, 2005 04:43 pmI really enjoy giving to others. It's pretty much What I Do at this point in time.
But right now, I just want to feel valued. Valued as a wife. Valued as a mother. Valued as a friend.
Valued. Or validated.
And I suspect Meep's right...that in order to have that, I have to first value myself.
All this time searching, trying to grow, and I end up back where I started.
Someplace, Coyote is laughing. But I'm not. Not now, anyway.
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In about an hour, I'm going to the movies with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
moonwolf and koogrr. I hope I'll be better company by then. I think getting out of this house will help. :-)
But right now, I just want to feel valued. Valued as a wife. Valued as a mother. Valued as a friend.
Valued. Or validated.
And I suspect Meep's right...that in order to have that, I have to first value myself.
All this time searching, trying to grow, and I end up back where I started.
Someplace, Coyote is laughing. But I'm not. Not now, anyway.
***
In about an hour, I'm going to the movies with
moonwolf and koogrr. I hope I'll be better company by then. I think getting out of this house will help. :-)