Oct. 21st, 2004

update

Oct. 21st, 2004 01:37 am
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Here are a couple of things that have struck me as really funny lately: http://www.spamusement.com/ (thanks foxmagic!)
http://www.geocities.com/soho/coffeehouse/8321/shelbagpipe_poem.html
http://www.ifilm.com/ifilmdetail/2652831 (This is the Jon Stewart on Crossfire clip that probably everyone's seen now, but I post it just in case anyone hasn't.)

And I just read a comment that said that the Silverstein poem was sad! Huh?! Perhaps I'm deranged (that's a rhetorical phrase, mind you), but I was reading it to the five-year-old last night before just bedtime, and was laughing so hard I was literally crying. Even this morning, just the word "aaooga" was enough to cause both of us to giggle nonstop.

I'm feeling better. I went to see the doctor this morning. I have decided that even though philosophically I agree with Eastern medicine's lifestyle change approach, I have to stay with the Western stuff (read: SSRIs) for now. Bouncing on and off my meds has been terrible for my mental health. So, I'm going to work on using my pill reminder to make sure I actually TAKE the meds, exercising more, taking vitamins...but not tapering down. Tapering down is bad very bad. I was sitting in the examination room, looking at the big poster advertising "Symptoms for Depression and Anxiety" and the lightbulb went on in a big way, once I saw I had like eight out of ten of them. Trying to go off the meds, while good from a philosophical perspective, is fucking horrendous from a mental well-being perspective. So, I'm back on...maybe for the long haul.

I know that the pharmaceutical companies put out those posters, and that one could argue that they do so in order to get 'fresh meat' 'new recruits.' It's sort of a conflict between the idealist me and the pragmatic me. The idealist me says that I'm part of the 'system' that just sticks heavy duty drugs on problems as a 'band-aid' without addressing the lifestyle issues underneath. The pragmatic me says that the Western chemicals work, by god, so why would you want to f*** with results? Right now the 'pragmatic' me is winning...

Anyway...I didn't mean to go on about my mental health like that, but I also didn't want anyone to worry after my last entry. When I find myself falling into the black hole, I tend to have the wherewithal to claw myself back out, the strength to recognize I need help and ask for it. I think that's a good thing. :-)

And if you've read this far, I have another little extra something for your pleasure...cheesy song lyrics!! :-D Hope you like them. Read more... )

That says it all, really. Doesn't it?

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Trying to see if my new icon works...

Tonight we are going to D's parents, and, if all goes well, leave the kids with them while we go to dinner with friends and then to a concert. :-) I'm excited.

Tomorrow we will hang out with D's folks, drive back Sat. morning, then go to a Samhain celebration as a family with my pagan tribe. Sunday I think my mom may be driving up for the 2 year old's birthday (which is Friday. She'll be two. I've been rounding up.)

Busy weekend, but hopefully fun.

See you all on the flip side! ;-)

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