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I am feeling like Hans Christian Andersen's Little Match Girl. I freeze in the snow outside, light matches to peek in the windows at all those others who belong someplace in this world. Who remain cozy, happy, loved.

Another soul might see me as on the inside looking out, warm and safe, with countless blessings surrounding me that I'm refusing to see.

Who's right?

Perhaps I'm Madame Bovary sitting by the window, searching for something nameless, but settling for the touch of skin upon skin.

I don't understand how I can live with three people and feel so utterly alone.

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Date: 2004-10-20 07:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foxmagic.livejournal.com
I think I know what you describe.

Where I am, and where people think I am, are sometimes two entirely different places.

I want the something nameless, but sometimes I'd even settle for skin upon skin.

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Date: 2004-10-20 10:02 am (UTC)

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Date: 2004-10-21 02:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymerri.livejournal.com
I completely am right there with ya. Full house, yet all alone. *hugs*

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Date: 2004-10-22 10:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyperegrine.livejournal.com
*hugs you back*

Thanks, sweetie. Knowing I'm not the only one does make me feel better. :-)

C.

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Date: 2004-10-21 02:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymerri.livejournal.com
I completely am right there with ya. Full house, yet all alone. *hugs*

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